You are a foolish, ignorant blob of excess gunk littering the planet. You should feel good about that and celebrate it. All you have is your awareness so use it. Accept yourself as you are, a foolish, ignorant blob of excess gunk littering the planet.
Maybe that is why you work so hard. Maybe that is why you are so “motivated” — to use the word in the Protestant-ethical sense. To be a nobody is a strong motivation to become a “somebody.” But my hope is that you’ll always see your own inferiority, thereby remaining at least somewhat humble.
Otherwise you will become a fascist dictator or a pig. A pig. A pig like the porcine creatures from Orwell’s “animal Farm.” Or like the Cops who Shot Fred Hampton. We do not want that. We do not want you to be thinking too much of yourself.